Subject to Change

As I attempt to validate past decisions that have come to my present forefront, I think and think and think again…

If I hadn’t been so apt to try something that began in failure trying to make it a success, I would have succeeded at it…

I’m learning as I am going that you can only want for someone as much s they want for themselves…

Because if you push for their perfection, you fail…

I can’t work for you, try for you, think for you or give more of me for you…

I know that was the going trend in the past and that is what you have been accustomed to, but as you see, situations are subject to change…

I can’t be who you want me to be because I am concentrating on a more important entity,

Me.

Sorry that the same old absent-minded conformity has left it’s pink slip at the door and replaced itself with thought provoking intuition and purposely continues to gain knowledge…

That the me that would accept the same old bull and excuses over and over again til the point that I don’t believe either one of us, is not here…

Is not me – And

I know that is what you expect from me, but I have developed better expectations for myself, and situations are subject to change…

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